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Flying Once More


Writing has not come naturally for me the past several weeks. I have to make myself write musings and that is something foreign to me. But, today the muse caressed my cheek and said,

"Let's start again my friend. I am back."

During the second service I wrote a new lyric to a song about my Dad called "For You". Although I love the "Have You Checked Your Oil Today?" concept and still might use it, I just knew it was not right, not what I wanted to say anymore. Funny how that happens in the course of writing songs for a project.

I also wrote an idea for my Mom song, "I Love You More Than...", and am excited that the particular idea is flying once more.

Writing is my form of flying, a talent I have always wished I possessed and now do in my own Dustin/peculiar way.

I just love creating, it makes me feel more alive than I know how to articulate.

So, this week is all about finishing the CD and tweaking the concert and re-entering the world that is "Jaaryden and Noki" (note the spelling change of Jaaryden).

In my right place and loving it,
Dustin

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