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Over and Over and Over (Deflated)


Have you ever lived one of those days where small issues keep arising? Singularly they would but barely phase you, but the onslaught of them leaves you fatigued.

There were multiple situations like that over and over and over today.

And on a survey, I was basically labeled a racist for waiting on a Caucasian woman before I waited on an African American woman, that I did this on purpose.

What?

Never, ever would I do that.

I despise days like these where you are constantly encountering the trivial of the world, not even real problems - they really have no lasting power and no merit... they take up space - Today my spirit is deflated and irritated.

I just want to have a meal with Jer and watch some delightful film or sitcom and escape the reality of this stupid Thursday.

And venting session musing concluded,
Dustin

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