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The Hollow Man


This week or so I have been dunked into a well of sadness, stillness, and illness.

I have been in the world of the absolute stop. I don't know why or what compelled my psyche and body to embark on this strange expedition, but embark it did and...

THUD...

I have stopped. What a horrible week honestly.

I try to find the good and there is of course, but it was a horrid week all the way around.

I have so much catch up to do.

No matter what I do, this time of year makes me stop...

Makes me feel like the hollow man.

Dustin

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