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Much Needed Silence


The past few days I have liked the darkness, the silence of my room. I have not come out much and have watched "Sleepless in Seattle" over and over and over and over.

I started wondering why I want to be alone (I am not depressed at all) and started doing the roommate math.

I have lived with 41 different people in my life.
I have lived in 21 different living environments not including all the different times I moved around with my family as a kid.

I have hit a wall where I just want ME time and a lot of it, no talking, no sharing, just alone time.

In this much needed silence I find that I am a much simpler person than I once was, that I really love the quiet, and that it is time to live alone soon.

I have done the roomie thing more than anyone I know and met some wonderful people, but I am overloaded with that experience.

So, back to "Sleepless in Seattle" and my much needed silence.

Dustin

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