Tuesday, June 21, 2011
Much Needed Silence
The past few days I have liked the darkness, the silence of my room. I have not come out much and have watched "Sleepless in Seattle" over and over and over and over.
I started wondering why I want to be alone (I am not depressed at all) and started doing the roommate math.
I have lived with 41 different people in my life.
I have lived in 21 different living environments not including all the different times I moved around with my family as a kid.
I have hit a wall where I just want ME time and a lot of it, no talking, no sharing, just alone time.
In this much needed silence I find that I am a much simpler person than I once was, that I really love the quiet, and that it is time to live alone soon.
I have done the roomie thing more than anyone I know and met some wonderful people, but I am overloaded with that experience.
So, back to "Sleepless in Seattle" and my much needed silence.