Thursday, April 2, 2009
At the Impasse of the Labyrinth
DISCLAIMER: As tone is hard to decipher in writing, let me make this passage clear: I am well. I am reporting on my emotional state, but please do not be alarmed.
Have you ever felt heavy?
Emotionally speaking I mean...
There is absolutely nothing about which I can complain in my life. As I have documented in the past few months, I have been trying new things. The parts of my value system that were rigidly black, I have explored the grey to see if that was really my value(s) or if I was adhering to the principle(s) out of the fear of something new, something foreign.
I am a sojourner in the labyrinth of me, but I have come to an impasse.
I need to be still and recalibrate.
This labyrinth has corridors, deep corridors, I never could have imagined visiting.
To you, I say:
During this impasse, I am muting the musings.
I simply have nothing to write or say right now.
I shall return with renewed vigor when I do.
Stillness, calm, and the "I do not knows" beckon me...
Until I return, much love...
Dustin Ashley Beam