I Just Love to Play

My body aches from nights of odd sleep; Imitating Molly Shannon characters didn't help the cause too much.

Through a night of writing papers, lyrics, researching History and Spanish, my mind is racing in different lanes trying not to run into one another.

Watching "Harry Potter" soothed me. Each time I embark upon that world, I am literally transported, mind, soul, and (if I believe deeply enough) body to the world of Hogwarts: a place that has bewitched me all these years.

It has been one hell of a week. I have much to do tomorrow and Sunday. I am proud of what I am accomplishing and for just trying again. It feels good to be checking things of the list.

I have to find a job. That is proving more daunting than I imagined. I do return to Second Pres next week and that is a homecoming I am going to bathe in for a while; such lovely people are they.

My desk on which my laptop (Phoebo) lives is growing more and more cluttered with the Dobby bobble head, the Harry Potter doll, the Sock Monkey, Odie, Billy Bob Jr., Super Sal the Snail, a card from Mom, ticket stubs from some movies I love, a little quotation book called "Do What You Love", Darkwing Duck cards, etc. It is funny, but I like to have colour and stuffed animals and childlike reminders around me in my room. It makes me feel alive and centered, that my creativity can never be too far away with these precious items surrounding me.

I never grew out of liking toys, stuffed animals, cartoons, colouring, or playing. I just love to play.

Want to come and play with me?
I am always game.
Let me know. I will be there. :-)

Dustin

(From the "Do What You Love" li'l book)
"If it doesn't absorb you, if it isn't any fun, don't do it."
- D.H. Lawrence

"When we don't enjoy what we do, we only nick the surface of our potential."
- Dennis Wholey

"In a very real sense, we are the authors of our own lives."
- Mandy Aftel

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The Leprechaun Loving Lush

Tonight I got snockered with some bombastic leprechauns, dabbled in the cuisine of Acadia, conversed with some drunk oddities, called and text people in quite a state of lowered inhibitions/let's talk about life and giggle, and discussed trivial matters (Is "Sweeney Todd" actually a good film, why do I like "Twilight", etc.) as if life depended on how I articulated my stance in these matters. What an odd, fun, new, out-of-the-comfort zone night for me. Gloriously uncomfortable and disgusting decadent. YAY. Every day I seem to be doing something I have never done before: from the tiny to the grand. It is an experiment and I am loving and loathing it, and all the intoxicating in-betweens. (Yes, not-so-clever pun intended.) I hope that everyone had a wonderful St. Patty's day! (oh my, that is like Sandi Patty, but not at all...) Love, The DABalicious Leprechaun Loving Lush

And With This, Farewell

This blog has been a dear friend to me. I am not good at farewells, but truly this is anything but. I look at it like this - I love the phoenix, the symbolism of it all, the power of rebirth. Hence why I named my blog/musing screen after one. :-) So, I am leaving this particular blog to start another one, one that fits me NOW, the one that I can share in a new way. So this feels right. Thanks to those who have read my musings throughout the years. I hope you follow me to my new musing home entitled THE TWELVE THAT IS DUSTIN BAYLAN. Yes, I am changing the name, the story of that is on the new blog for you to read. Here is the link: http://dustinbaylan.wordpress.com/ Much love, much hope and joy again, much potential... Winks and smiles of the Cat that is Cheshire, Dustin Baylan

Much Needed Silence

The past few days I have liked the darkness, the silence of my room. I have not come out much and have watched "Sleepless in Seattle" over and over and over and over. I started wondering why I want to be alone (I am not depressed at all) and started doing the roommate math. I have lived with 41 different people in my life. I have lived in 21 different living environments not including all the different times I moved around with my family as a kid. I have hit a wall where I just want ME time and a lot of it, no talking, no sharing, just alone time. In this much needed silence I find that I am a much simpler person than I once was, that I really love the quiet, and that it is time to live alone soon. I have done the roomie thing more than anyone I know and met some wonderful people, but I am overloaded with that experience. So, back to "Sleepless in Seattle" and my much needed silence. Dustin

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