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the shell is here
my soul
off in another place
perhaps another time

ever have that feeling?
that day, that night
where you feel
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nothing is wrong
life is good
i just feel
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hollow
still
reaching for something
out of my normal horizon

i let the water
drum over me
and listen to
the rhythm of night

perhaps
tomorrow
will not feel
so...

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Meg said…
I understand completely
September 16, 2009 at 7:42 AM
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