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Aching


Have you ever lived a life that never happened?

When you wanted something so intensely, from such a visceral place that you felt it in your bones and it was as if it left some imprint on your very skin?

Well, today, I awoke aching for a reality that never really happened but one that took place in my heart all the same, dwelling in this middle ground of reality and hope, my mind in the land of fact, my heart in the land of another realm just as real...

Today I ache for the world I never had the chance to see with the mind,
Dustin

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Meg said…
I bet I have the key to open that door. *WINK*
November 23, 2009 at 11:42 AM
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